Letter for Dad

Papa,

After ended the conversation through Skype, I was still thinking of those things you said at the last part. I kept silent while you were talking. I do not want to argue nor insult you. Can't deny, money is important to survive in this world. As I told you, you have to weight the importance of many factor. Do you think that money is so important for you until you are willingly to being seperated from the family? You used to said that we are so lucky to see the growth of Tze Xing. You too, can make it. The decision is at you.

You said that you believe God provides. But, your faith does not really support what you said. You do not really let go to the hand of our heavenly Father. At times, I doubted God's grace to me. But, our heavenly Father who loves us so much, awaken me: Hey, my little daughter, do not be tempted by evil. At times, I blame our heavenly Father, why doesn't He provide the grant to let my father back to the family. Sooner, I realized that the decision is on human themselves. You has the freedom to make any decision.

If you were to worry to burden your children, and worry for the abandon by your children, you are totally wrong! What you think are just nonsense. You do not put on the trust on your children, and to Lord! You were doubting your lovely children that love you so much! You do not have trust on them. Your children were once a burden to you when they were babies, and kids. Can I say so?

Dad, goes to the Lord, that provides. He created us, He gave us life, He gave us His son, eventually He will provides things that we really need. Even though we do not ask for, He will provides. For He is the only one who knows what is the best for us. For He is our heavenly Father, who loves us. I am the proven one. I have nothing, until He provides so many things. I am so blessed, dad. You too!

I hope you can understand what life meant. Life is not meant for money. Jesus said, ‘Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’

Love,
Your daughter that love you the most