Emotion

Since when I started to love gray?
I used to laugh loud in front of people, even thought somtimes it's not funny.
To me, this is a courtesy, as we need to take care of others feeling.
There are people make their life happy with making fun on the other people.
Did they ever think or considerate of how people feels?
I tried so hard to stand.
Why don't I keep on standing and don't get the volcano to burst?
I'm a real loser.
I could not confront my own emotion.
My emotion has overtaken my action.
A friend of mine adviced me to stay away from a person that will make me so evil.
Can this help?
This world if full of evil people.
I am so blessed that there are a lot of good friends around me.
Yes, I need to be thankful; but not to be fearful.