今天的天仍是蓝色。
今天的草仍是绿色。
灰色代表我的心情。
红色布满白眼球。
粉红色渗透我的鼻头。
白色显得我很苍白。
黑眼圈明显加深。
笑个吧，强颜的。
Monday, July 26, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
需求
人不断的进步；需求也不断的增加。
回想古代的人，虽然他们的时代没那么发达，可是他们依然可以很平静的度过每一天。
现代人，钱赚多了，需求更是离谱。
然后就会很执著的，不断的要求。
为了得到，就拼死命的赚钱，甚至忽略了亲人，健康，良心。。。
古代的人，要求的只不过是三餐温饱，家人开开心心的在同一屋檐下。
现代人，如果没有需求就会让人说你没有大志，没有理想，没有责任。
上帝造人是要人去追求物质的东西吗？
盲目的追求，忘记了当年的纯真。
盲目的追求，失败了就生不如死，像世界末日般。
盲目的追求，拿自己和朋友比较。
到后来痛苦的是自己。
听过一个访谈，她说：“欲望增加，快乐减少，纯真也不见了。”
这个正式反映现代人的状况。
人其实是在互相伤害。
生意人推出了很潮流的货品。
愿的是有很多很多的销售。
而消费者就为了你有我要有就涌去买。
如果你没有，就是没经济能力购买，或是跟不上潮流。
“啊~这个现在全部人都在用，你还没有吗？”
说者有意，听者很气，卖者获意。
知足常乐吧！
我们比起很多人已经是很好了。
回想古代的人，虽然他们的时代没那么发达，可是他们依然可以很平静的度过每一天。
现代人，钱赚多了，需求更是离谱。
然后就会很执著的，不断的要求。
为了得到，就拼死命的赚钱，甚至忽略了亲人，健康，良心。。。
古代的人，要求的只不过是三餐温饱，家人开开心心的在同一屋檐下。
现代人，如果没有需求就会让人说你没有大志，没有理想，没有责任。
上帝造人是要人去追求物质的东西吗？
盲目的追求，忘记了当年的纯真。
盲目的追求，失败了就生不如死，像世界末日般。
盲目的追求，拿自己和朋友比较。
到后来痛苦的是自己。
听过一个访谈，她说：“欲望增加，快乐减少，纯真也不见了。”
这个正式反映现代人的状况。
人其实是在互相伤害。
生意人推出了很潮流的货品。
愿的是有很多很多的销售。
而消费者就为了你有我要有就涌去买。
如果你没有，就是没经济能力购买，或是跟不上潮流。
“啊~这个现在全部人都在用，你还没有吗？”
说者有意，听者很气，卖者获意。
知足常乐吧！
我们比起很多人已经是很好了。
I'm Back!
I'm back! My passion is back! My spirit is back!
I'm full of energy now, to face all challenge!
From today onwards I'll hunt for a good job.
My part time one can do during weekend and late after work.
Don't give too much pressure to myself.
Look upon God who gives me strength =)
I'm full of energy now, to face all challenge!
From today onwards I'll hunt for a good job.
My part time one can do during weekend and late after work.
Don't give too much pressure to myself.
Look upon God who gives me strength =)
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Fair or Unfair?
My friend asked me: Will a sinner be forgiven and go into heaven if he accept Jesus Christ? If so, then it's unfair to others. Because he killed, he commited crime and yet he is able to go into heaven just only because he accepts Jesus as his savior.
Yes, a sinner will be forgiven if he really repent and confess his sin towards God with his truthful heart. But of course, if he continues to commit crime, the Holy God will for sure to have judgement against this person. If that person really repent with his truthful heart, he will then love God, and follow what Jesus Christ teaches in the Bible. The love of God will change the sinner. If that person really love God, he will then have the act that will glorify God's name.
But, why does God forgive a sinner which really very very bad at the extend of rob, murder, rape and etc.? Just because He loves us. We are His children. He wants his children to look upon Him. Just like a parents, they will forgive their children no matter how wrong is their children. They will give their children chance to change to be good. Nothing to be said fair or unfair. Just think that, one couple has 3 children. 2 of them used to be so bad and commited a lot of crime. But if their children really regret on what they have done and seek for the forgiveness from their parents, I'm for sure that the parents will forgive them. Just because of LOVE. Our heavenly Father is waiting for His children to look unto Him. He loves us, and the love is uncondition. If we love our parents, will you hurt them? You will definitely not. It's same, if you love our heavenly Father, you definitely will not do things that will hurt Him.
If you really seek unto Him and accept Jesus Christ with your truthful heart, then, you will gain the salvation forever. Our mercy Lord will not leave you in future and you are His child forever. He will not abundant you suddenly, for He is mercy and He is the love.
http://www.gotquestions.org/forgive-same-sin.html
Yes, a sinner will be forgiven if he really repent and confess his sin towards God with his truthful heart. But of course, if he continues to commit crime, the Holy God will for sure to have judgement against this person. If that person really repent with his truthful heart, he will then love God, and follow what Jesus Christ teaches in the Bible. The love of God will change the sinner. If that person really love God, he will then have the act that will glorify God's name.
But, why does God forgive a sinner which really very very bad at the extend of rob, murder, rape and etc.? Just because He loves us. We are His children. He wants his children to look upon Him. Just like a parents, they will forgive their children no matter how wrong is their children. They will give their children chance to change to be good. Nothing to be said fair or unfair. Just think that, one couple has 3 children. 2 of them used to be so bad and commited a lot of crime. But if their children really regret on what they have done and seek for the forgiveness from their parents, I'm for sure that the parents will forgive them. Just because of LOVE. Our heavenly Father is waiting for His children to look unto Him. He loves us, and the love is uncondition. If we love our parents, will you hurt them? You will definitely not. It's same, if you love our heavenly Father, you definitely will not do things that will hurt Him.
If you really seek unto Him and accept Jesus Christ with your truthful heart, then, you will gain the salvation forever. Our mercy Lord will not leave you in future and you are His child forever. He will not abundant you suddenly, for He is mercy and He is the love.
http://www.gotquestions.org/forgive-same-sin.html
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Child Sponsorship
Once before I thought of sponsoring a child. The thought is without any action taken. I regulary visit www.gotquestions.org for Bible questions and noticed that they do have child sponsorship program. The difference between gotquestions.org child sponsorship and world vision is, gotquestions.org mainly sponsor South America and India region's children whereas worldvision is on Thailand, Indonesia and Loas. I have concern on my financial status because I have lots of commitment. Gotquestions.org child sponsorship needs USD38 per month which is approximately RM120+. I'm struggling inside my heart. But when I see on the helpless children's face, my heart feels sour and the tears drop inside my heart. They are so cute... why bring suffer to them?Action is not been taken. Because USD38 to me is really a lot. Though keep on browsing the website and seeing such pityful children...
I went to youtube and search for Christian hymn and found a song name "Send Me Lord". The MV of the song has been edited to the hopeless children, eating a simple white rice with a funny black things, which I don't really know what is that. They are smiling though.... Think of us... We have such a luxury life and yet we are still complaining that our life is tough, our work is tough, our meal is not good enough. What the heck are we thinking?! Every smile from the children is really from the bottom of their heart. Are we really that happy even though out life is better than them for hundred million of times? Can we really smile from the bottom of our heart? We are demanding for nonsense... we are seeking for never ending figure. Are we happy?
Jesus said: You will be happy if you give more. If you really wish to be blessed, you should give instead of take.
Why I can spend so much money just for a meal? This money could sponsor a child for one month. Why shouldn't I spend the money at a wiser place? RM50 is not enough for us to go for the buffet dinner. But this RM50 meant a lot to them!
O Lord, please send your mercy to the children that needs Your love.
Lyrics for "Send My Lord"
Tell me O Lord
how You want me to give Your life
To the world where there's no hope
Tell me O Lord
how You want me to give Your love
To the world where love went cold
Do You see all the people sinking down
Don't You see people aching in the darkness alone
Send me Lord Send me Lord
I am willing to give all
Send me out
to those who need Your hand
Fill me Lord Fill me Lord
Fill me with Your love for all
Reach Your hand to hold them once again
I went to youtube and search for Christian hymn and found a song name "Send Me Lord". The MV of the song has been edited to the hopeless children, eating a simple white rice with a funny black things, which I don't really know what is that. They are smiling though.... Think of us... We have such a luxury life and yet we are still complaining that our life is tough, our work is tough, our meal is not good enough. What the heck are we thinking?! Every smile from the children is really from the bottom of their heart. Are we really that happy even though out life is better than them for hundred million of times? Can we really smile from the bottom of our heart? We are demanding for nonsense... we are seeking for never ending figure. Are we happy?
Jesus said: You will be happy if you give more. If you really wish to be blessed, you should give instead of take.
Why I can spend so much money just for a meal? This money could sponsor a child for one month. Why shouldn't I spend the money at a wiser place? RM50 is not enough for us to go for the buffet dinner. But this RM50 meant a lot to them!
O Lord, please send your mercy to the children that needs Your love.
Lyrics for "Send My Lord"
Tell me O Lord
how You want me to give Your life
To the world where there's no hope
Tell me O Lord
how You want me to give Your love
To the world where love went cold
Do You see all the people sinking down
Don't You see people aching in the darkness alone
Send me Lord Send me Lord
I am willing to give all
Send me out
to those who need Your hand
Fill me Lord Fill me Lord
Fill me with Your love for all
Reach Your hand to hold them once again
Monday, July 19, 2010
壮观
何谓壮观？
每个星期日教会敬拜赞美的时候，我觉得是最壮观的一面。
我愿天天都可以这样的敬拜称颂耶和华！
我深深感觉到上帝有多么的爱我。
纵使我以前犯了多么大的错。
他还是那么的爱我。
他依然那么的祝福我。
东离西有多远，他就使我的过犯有多远。
纵使世界充满了罪恶，可是上帝还是那么的爱世人。
就因为他先爱我们，我们也要因为他的慈爱去爱我们身边的每一个人！
我们起初不也是一个不配的罪人吗？
上帝依然爱我们，在我们还在做罪人的时候他就爱我们，而我们有什么资格去恨人？
在上帝还没审判的时候，我们有什么资格去批评人呢？
唯独耶和华上帝有资格去断定一个人是否有罪！
主啊！求你洁净我的心思意念。
不叫我用我的嘴唇去批评人的缺点。
因为我原先也是一个不配的罪人。
是主你让我在基督耶稣里成为一个全新的人。
主啊！我要感谢主你丰盛的恩典。
主啊！我要感谢主你让我每天都可以经历主你的爱。
《我的心，你要称颂耶和华》
我的心你要称颂耶和华
不可忘记他的恩惠
他赦免你一切过犯罪孽
医治你疾病复原
我的心你要称颂耶和华
不可忘记他的恩惠
他以仁爱慈悲为你冠冕
为受屈的人伸冤
天离地有多么的高
他的慈爱也何等的深
东离西有多么的远
他使我的过犯也远离我多远
耶和华有怜悯的爱
且有丰盛无尽的恩典
从恒古直到永远
耶和华他是我的神！
每个星期日教会敬拜赞美的时候，我觉得是最壮观的一面。
我愿天天都可以这样的敬拜称颂耶和华！
我深深感觉到上帝有多么的爱我。
纵使我以前犯了多么大的错。
他还是那么的爱我。
他依然那么的祝福我。
东离西有多远，他就使我的过犯有多远。
纵使世界充满了罪恶，可是上帝还是那么的爱世人。
就因为他先爱我们，我们也要因为他的慈爱去爱我们身边的每一个人！
我们起初不也是一个不配的罪人吗？
上帝依然爱我们，在我们还在做罪人的时候他就爱我们，而我们有什么资格去恨人？
在上帝还没审判的时候，我们有什么资格去批评人呢？
唯独耶和华上帝有资格去断定一个人是否有罪！
主啊！求你洁净我的心思意念。
不叫我用我的嘴唇去批评人的缺点。
因为我原先也是一个不配的罪人。
是主你让我在基督耶稣里成为一个全新的人。
主啊！我要感谢主你丰盛的恩典。
主啊！我要感谢主你让我每天都可以经历主你的爱。
《我的心，你要称颂耶和华》
我的心你要称颂耶和华
不可忘记他的恩惠
他赦免你一切过犯罪孽
医治你疾病复原
我的心你要称颂耶和华
不可忘记他的恩惠
他以仁爱慈悲为你冠冕
为受屈的人伸冤
天离地有多么的高
他的慈爱也何等的深
东离西有多么的远
他使我的过犯也远离我多远
耶和华有怜悯的爱
且有丰盛无尽的恩典
从恒古直到永远
耶和华他是我的神！
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Friend
When we started to have friends? In my memory, my first friend is the one who lived at the same block with me when I were small, around 4-5years old.
As life goes on, we met diffrent people. We have different stages of friend, and different types of friend. Some of them, is like, I know who they are and they know who I am. We are not close, is a hi and bye friend. Some of them are intimate type. We share our happiness, sadness, being crazy for handsome boy, A-Z together. I have had this friends before in secondary school. Since when I am so far away from them? Even I tried to pull the distance closer, but it seems so far.
When I stepped into my college life, I have another group of friend. We hang out together, we study together, we play together... Till now we still attach to each other and have at least one gathering per month.
The next stage of my life is when I graduated from college and started to work. I have one close friend in my first job. We have lost contact since I left the company after my eleven months service.
I could say that the most precious thing of entering this current company is the friendship gained. From the first day when I report to work, I knew one friend. She's nice, capable, cute. The only thing I can't stand is when she complains. After all, she is a nice person. We are reporting to the same manager. Thus, we have to deal with each other very frequent. There was a time we worked together till 11.30pm.
Fate and same charateristic - crazy + like to make fun, pull 6 of us together after the second dinner night in year 2007. Before we were so close, we actually have 1 or 2 times of outing fuction, like karaoke and steamboat but we do not have lunch together. After that night, we joinned together, making fun, talking nonsense, gossip and etc everyday. I do not know whether others will felt that our laughter is ear pricking or not. But, I enjoy the moment. This is one of my two reasons why I am still here. Honey moon time will not last. 6 of us, CMM is the first to leave, then Ah Mei, Ah Ling is the next.
The leave of CMM... perhaps is good for her. With the inflation, she should go out and get a better income's job. She has to... She used to make everyone of us vomit blood with laughter. We do not know whether knowing her is good or bad. At the good aspect, you will never know such a person in your life. At the bad aspect, you really feel like killing her whenever she opens her mouth.
Ah Mei, the one that enlightened me the most, though she is younger than me for one year. God provides her wisdom. She can analyze things so well. But she dislike decision making. Decision making to her is like standing at the crossroad and is so difficult to decide which direction to go. Things make me to get mad of her is, she'll never punctual... Hehehe... Sometimes very hard to get her. Nobody will pick up the call even you call her... We have had misunderstanding. But I know God will bless our friendship.
Ah Ling, she's our joker. We never treat her as our entertainment officer, but when she is there, our laughter is always there. Although she makes a lot of jokes and people will thought that she is a happy go lucky person. But she is the one that cries very easily. She heart so softer than every other things. Others might feel that she is proud but she is really nice to be with if you really know her.
There are too many memories... I hope that my brain is good enough to remember all the good one and to forget the bad one. I hope that I won't get amnesia. If I really get it, I'll also remember all the friends that I had. I always tell myself that, friend is not for quantity, but is quality. God has provide me too many good things, and one of it is my precious good friends! Ever told CMM that, I have gave up to have best friend because of being hurt. But their warm friendship has burn my heart. I love them, and I really do! I believe that we are very close even we are apart from each other.
As life goes on, we met diffrent people. We have different stages of friend, and different types of friend. Some of them, is like, I know who they are and they know who I am. We are not close, is a hi and bye friend. Some of them are intimate type. We share our happiness, sadness, being crazy for handsome boy, A-Z together. I have had this friends before in secondary school. Since when I am so far away from them? Even I tried to pull the distance closer, but it seems so far.
When I stepped into my college life, I have another group of friend. We hang out together, we study together, we play together... Till now we still attach to each other and have at least one gathering per month.
The next stage of my life is when I graduated from college and started to work. I have one close friend in my first job. We have lost contact since I left the company after my eleven months service.
I could say that the most precious thing of entering this current company is the friendship gained. From the first day when I report to work, I knew one friend. She's nice, capable, cute. The only thing I can't stand is when she complains. After all, she is a nice person. We are reporting to the same manager. Thus, we have to deal with each other very frequent. There was a time we worked together till 11.30pm.
Fate and same charateristic - crazy + like to make fun, pull 6 of us together after the second dinner night in year 2007. Before we were so close, we actually have 1 or 2 times of outing fuction, like karaoke and steamboat but we do not have lunch together. After that night, we joinned together, making fun, talking nonsense, gossip and etc everyday. I do not know whether others will felt that our laughter is ear pricking or not. But, I enjoy the moment. This is one of my two reasons why I am still here. Honey moon time will not last. 6 of us, CMM is the first to leave, then Ah Mei, Ah Ling is the next.
The leave of CMM... perhaps is good for her. With the inflation, she should go out and get a better income's job. She has to... She used to make everyone of us vomit blood with laughter. We do not know whether knowing her is good or bad. At the good aspect, you will never know such a person in your life. At the bad aspect, you really feel like killing her whenever she opens her mouth.
Ah Mei, the one that enlightened me the most, though she is younger than me for one year. God provides her wisdom. She can analyze things so well. But she dislike decision making. Decision making to her is like standing at the crossroad and is so difficult to decide which direction to go. Things make me to get mad of her is, she'll never punctual... Hehehe... Sometimes very hard to get her. Nobody will pick up the call even you call her... We have had misunderstanding. But I know God will bless our friendship.
Ah Ling, she's our joker. We never treat her as our entertainment officer, but when she is there, our laughter is always there. Although she makes a lot of jokes and people will thought that she is a happy go lucky person. But she is the one that cries very easily. She heart so softer than every other things. Others might feel that she is proud but she is really nice to be with if you really know her.
There are too many memories... I hope that my brain is good enough to remember all the good one and to forget the bad one. I hope that I won't get amnesia. If I really get it, I'll also remember all the friends that I had. I always tell myself that, friend is not for quantity, but is quality. God has provide me too many good things, and one of it is my precious good friends! Ever told CMM that, I have gave up to have best friend because of being hurt. But their warm friendship has burn my heart. I love them, and I really do! I believe that we are very close even we are apart from each other.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
I need a change!
I want to change, changing to bad, changing to be con, changing to be cruel!
I want to think of myself only!!!
Why, why Bible teaches us to love everybody, especially your enemy?
How can I be kind like Jesus?
I easily get frustrated and angry.
But after a while i'm fine and become a rabbit again!
I want to be the lion!
I don't know the rules of the jungle.
Ever heard a friend of mine said that in her previous company, you will only get promoted if you tender you resigntion letter.
The jungle here is different!
You will get promote when your colleague in the same department tender their resignation letter!
Funny huh? It's not! It's silly!
Because the one get promoted is not be the one who is capable.
No qualification, no capability!
What is the world happening nowadays?
Fine, I want to be a house wife.
With no colleague.
With no management as I will be the top management!
I want to think of myself only!!!
Why, why Bible teaches us to love everybody, especially your enemy?
How can I be kind like Jesus?
I easily get frustrated and angry.
But after a while i'm fine and become a rabbit again!
I want to be the lion!
I don't know the rules of the jungle.
Ever heard a friend of mine said that in her previous company, you will only get promoted if you tender you resigntion letter.
The jungle here is different!
You will get promote when your colleague in the same department tender their resignation letter!
Funny huh? It's not! It's silly!
Because the one get promoted is not be the one who is capable.
No qualification, no capability!
What is the world happening nowadays?
Fine, I want to be a house wife.
With no colleague.
With no management as I will be the top management!
Sunday, July 4, 2010
机会
有时候我会问自己：
如果有机会再认识一个很好的人，我会放弃现在的，然后从新再来吗？
毕竟和他已经8年多了。
我想了想。
怎样算是一个很好的人呢？
基督徒，事业有成，更重要的是依然单身。
很好吧？
可是如果我因为这个原因而放弃一个在一起8年的人。
就因为他不是基督徒，我那么做，可以荣耀上帝的名吗？
我会使这个和我在一起8年的人对基督更反感。
不是这样的呀！
既然主已经把这个挑战交了给我，我就必须应战。
我必须奉着主耶稣的能力改变这和我在一起8年的伴侣。
在回家途中，宾说，如果不是遇见他，我并不会是一个虔诚的基督徒。
是吗？
应该是吧。
所以上帝才这样安排。
不管是怎样，我知道上帝的安排是最最最好的！
我要赞美主。
因为他没有放弃我。
纵使我犯了多么大的错，他依然那么的爱我。
求主赐我能力，耐力去完成他的事！
我爱你，阿爸天父。
我爱你，主耶稣！
如果有机会再认识一个很好的人，我会放弃现在的，然后从新再来吗？
毕竟和他已经8年多了。
我想了想。
怎样算是一个很好的人呢？
基督徒，事业有成，更重要的是依然单身。
很好吧？
可是如果我因为这个原因而放弃一个在一起8年的人。
就因为他不是基督徒，我那么做，可以荣耀上帝的名吗？
我会使这个和我在一起8年的人对基督更反感。
不是这样的呀！
既然主已经把这个挑战交了给我，我就必须应战。
我必须奉着主耶稣的能力改变这和我在一起8年的伴侣。
在回家途中，宾说，如果不是遇见他，我并不会是一个虔诚的基督徒。
是吗？
应该是吧。
所以上帝才这样安排。
不管是怎样，我知道上帝的安排是最最最好的！
我要赞美主。
因为他没有放弃我。
纵使我犯了多么大的错，他依然那么的爱我。
求主赐我能力，耐力去完成他的事！
我爱你，阿爸天父。
我爱你，主耶稣！
Friday, July 2, 2010
I Love You!
I Love You Lord!
I Love You Jesus!
I wish I could scream now!
Father Lord, I thank you for giving me your only son!
Father Lord, I thank you for letting me to experience your love!
Father Lord, I thank you for not giving me up!
Jesus Christ, I thank you for your sacrifice!
Jesus Christ, I thank you for your mercy!
I thank you for Your love!
Just because of your love to us, let us response to your love with our love.
Lord Jesus, guide me, when my faith is weak.
Father Lord, draw me to your side, when I am down.
I never had such strong feeling....
Thank you for your love and response to me.
It's near, perhaps, Lord!
I know your time is the best time.
I'll wait, Lord... and YES, I will!
As Your love is so so so great, Lord!
I Love You Jesus!
I wish I could scream now!
Father Lord, I thank you for giving me your only son!
Father Lord, I thank you for letting me to experience your love!
Father Lord, I thank you for not giving me up!
Jesus Christ, I thank you for your sacrifice!
Jesus Christ, I thank you for your mercy!
I thank you for Your love!
Just because of your love to us, let us response to your love with our love.
Lord Jesus, guide me, when my faith is weak.
Father Lord, draw me to your side, when I am down.
I never had such strong feeling....
Thank you for your love and response to me.
It's near, perhaps, Lord!
I know your time is the best time.
I'll wait, Lord... and YES, I will!
As Your love is so so so great, Lord!
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