Break

I felt that I really need a break.
Over tiring for job, house cleaning, house eletrical appliances arrangement and etc.
I agreed to what Ah Sa said during lunch time.
There is no more 'ohm' when we do not have passion in our work.
In a result, I tend to be so lazy in my work, I don't feel like leaving my comfortable bed in the morning, my foot path towards the office is very heavy.

I'm totally stuck.
My brain, my body.
They are not up my control.
Slept in the office when I arrived in the morning and after lunch.
How good if my house is my office.

Slowly, I take away the burden.
Let it be.
I believe that God will take care and He will provides.

When I learnt to let go, I feel so free.
I no longer compare myself with others.
I no longer get envy on others.
In fact, I really bless them in my heart, hope they are doing fine.
Thank you God for taking away my jealousy and hatred =)

I'm free, in burden. Somehow, I still need some break.
So, i'm very slow now, in doing things and in task settlement.
Forgive me if I'm too slow.