Time for God

I have read a forward email.. saying that, we Christian always have an excuse of: we do not have time for church activities, church things etc..

There is one sentence:

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said : Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time"

This sentence awaken me. I rarely read such a long forward email. But, I don't know what makes me read this long passage till the end and I found out the sentence that make me feel anxiety. Is God telling me something? Or I'm too sensitive to thought that God wants me to see this?

I'm scare that He could not find my name. I'm even scare that He could not find my parents and my brother's name. Oh Lord, please don't give up me and my family. Please hold us and strengthen out faith on you. Please let us put You in our first priority in no matter what situation.

At times, human will "blame" God by not blessing them. But I felt that, hard times let us to be even closer to God. Most of the successful human being are arrogant and do not believe in God. They even thought that they are holding and controling their own future without any help or blessing from God.

Oh Lord, please let us to have time for You always...