Tired

I have fall, where are You?
Once, I thought I am tough, tougher that I ever expect.
Till now only I noticed that I'm so wrong.
I'm weak, I'm so weak.
Why do all bad things happend to me?
Why I have to take all those burdens?
Why should I?
Isn't that cruel to me?
Who am I?
I'm just a normal person, but why should I take it and there are never ending?
Please, stop being cruel to me.
I just want a simple life.
A very simple one.
Even to stay in a small house, inside there are laughters, there are love, there are carings.
A life where we used to have when I was small.
A tiny small house that bring all together so close.

Heaven Father, could you please grant my wish?
I am very tired and I do not wnat it anymore....