How good if I could go to beach alone.
A beach which is very far away from home and nobody knows me.
It could be better if I could lye on the beach with a glass of wine, sipping till I'm drunk.
To make my mind free.
I have no aim, no target, no motive, nothing.
I don't feel to work.
I don't feel to laugh.
I don't feel to talk, either.
I don't feel to go to a place which is full of people, I wish I could be alone.
Should I take a break? But I have just came back from vacation.
What's happening on me? I'm crazy, I think.
Coffee no longer makes me awake.
A depress person will be drunken by coffee, you think so? Yes.
Feel like crying.
Father Lord, what should I do?
I wish I could quit everything.
I wish I could give up everything.
I wish I could whole heartedly in serving you.
I guess this is the only source of joy.
I feel light when I seek you.
I feel light when I'm in church, singing and praising.
1 comment:
u must be 'hong so'liao.. ur heart still left at HK. coz u stop work & just relax & enjoyed for 1 week. Thus, now very hard to go back work again... after few weeks shud b normal again.. be happy my fren
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