心病终需心药医

Whenever there is a problem, there must a a root cause. A root that cause the problem. If you do not chop the root, you will never get your problem settle. The regret will stay in your heart... till you felt so sad, so regret... even for many many years later.

I guess I have found the root. Yes, 10 years after, and now, I found it. I'm gonna settle the things before I get myself settle down. I will chop away the root. I take up the courage and straight to the point, I asked the question. No matter what is the answer, I swear to myself that I will stop till then and continue for my happy life, and for the one that appreciate me =)