I have went back to my house on Saturday morning. Early in the morning, the weather was very good. I have taken a photo from the car, the scene of blue sky and our beatiful Penang bridge. After we passed the center of the bridge, the traffic had slow down. Guess, it might be accident happend in front. We were in the middle lane. The most outer lane vehicle cut into the middle lane and I saw there is an ambulance, police car stopped at the most outer lane. When our car passed by, I saw a man lying on the floor with blood, covered with a white cloth from head to leg. Manage to see his feet, and that's why I know that it's a He. The blood has contaminate the upper part of the white cloth. Obviously, the head bleeds.
I'm so pain at that time. Tried not to think so much. But I can't control my emotion. I kept quite, saying nothing in the car. I was thinking, their family member will receive the call from somebody there. The content would be: Is this Mr. XXX family member? You husband/father/son has met an accident and he is dead. Imagine, how will his belove wife/children/parent take it? I'll collapse if I'm the person who answer this call. When the man cross the bridge, he will never know that, this is his last journey. Everything is not prepared, and he is dead. All things left behind, will be nothing. He could not even bring anything together with him, and he has left the world, left behind his family.
This morning, heard my colleague said that her friend passed away when she gave birth to a baby. It's suppose to be a happy moment for both the husband and wife. Who knows, it's the opposite. How can the husband take this fact? Seeing his own wife to die in front of him and he could not even do anything. Blood has covered the whole floor and there is no help from the hospital personnel. Where has the doctor gone? What is the reality behind? What caused the dead of the mother and baby? Sometimes I don't know that, being a doctor, there just want to earn more money or their so ambitious to save people's life?
Being a human, hum hum nia... So I want to be good to myself!!!
2 comments:
ya, 做人 hum hum... sigh...
I also very worry & sad to see/heard any accident. Like what u said, the feeling of can't accept if it happens to ur beloved family member. But what to do ah? This is life & we can't do anything. So I always told myself not to think so much & stay happily while u still can. :)
yalo...and at the same time appreciate our family more...we can never know who and when we'll be gone and we can never know who will "go" first...so, appreaciate every living day and every loved one whom are still alived, before it's too late to let them know that we love them....
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